ive been dealing with a lot internally- my life a bit Hectic right now , there was a Big Fight amongst my friends earlier this month , work has been crazy bc we had to get prepared for corporate to come and inspect our store, my cat has been in and out vet offices since late feb (im currently writing this In the vet office) which so far has cost me At Least $300 every appointment, i have to change my car oil and replace the windshield wipers , and on top of it all - im getting top surgery in !! SIX !! DAYS !!!! its all really chaotic right now - i also dont know if im going to get paid while im out of work (2 months btw) so of course the worry of bills is on my mind i just T.T im so overwhelmed by everything not to mention my own mental health bc That doesnt stop just bc i have things to do.. ughhh.... ive started journaling a lot more recently and its been Especially helpful for my therapy sessions - writing everything down not only helps me remember how i was feeling the past week (bc it fluctuates So Bad) but also seeing it on paper lets me take a step back from how im feeling and really explore why i think the way i do and where those feelings might be stemming from. its just been a lot juggling all these moving parts and coping with the stress of it all - but ill make it through *thumbs up* theres no other option ._.